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Why is it extremely hard to cope up with my emotions around my parents ? All of a sudden out of nowhere i feel my childhood. This emotion is difficult.. Unlike the emotions I experience at my home I always feel like i can cope up with them after I’ve met you but my parents why do I always go to my past? Why do i always feel trapped? Why am i feeling suffocated..? I hate everything about them suddenly and I know everything is alright but why do i feel like I’m not safe or I’m not at the right place and i need to leave from here to my home as soon as possible and suddenly i miss my family so much … Am I failing to understand myself ? Will I ever accept my parents..? Will I ever be patient with them ?

Will u come live today …? I’ve seen in the morning live And noticed you were not here .. Will u come live today in the evening session…?

Confrontation Finally has decided to face this fear and it is exactly how i thought it’d be. The fear of losing trust and losing love and losing everything What if he never loves me trusts me again What if this is used against me in future What if I’m too misunderstood what if he never understands All of this is there but I did the right thing What I did is wrong what I did is a mistake I learnt a lot and i understood about myself a lot That’s what matters Now i want no baggage or guilt in me so there’s this confrontation happened Is there any chance that things may not turn as i want them to be What if he never loves me again Will my fears become true Or will there be a beautiful rebond ? I really hope to be understood by my partner this once and forgive me for my mistakes

Is it wrong to feel seen and heard and feel loved the way you want it from your husband and when asking him to show love and care always only gets worse by him thinking that I’ve been always making an issue and also says that my period hormones and issues and wanting and craving for right kind of love is just a myth and someone who’s so stuck with Their own typical mindset how to know if this is even a reason to divorce but it’s making me feel I’m unworthy of love after making several attempts of telling them to love me and care for me it always feels like I’m having a fight with him atleast that’s how it’s being portrayed Me being a self employed and a strong woman outside my family who works for herself and family and i can 100 percent take care of my own self why do i become the most weaker person when I’m with my husband no matter how much i please people never receiving any love Is this not a reason to get a divorce should I struggle more and do more and wait more just to know that my situation and me expecting this all would never change

I’d like to start my session today Are u coming live today

Hello It’s been soo long since I’ve been here Now I’ve decided to resume my sessions Will be connecting soon ✨🤍

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