Sri_Ruthvikmom

I am Feeling Cluttered in mind. I am a Single mother of a 12 yr old boy. No much financial support from either from parents or in-laws, I am feeling stuck and lonely. not able to decide whether to concentrate on personal life or professional life. Had a abusive marriage so scared of getting married again. Coming to professional life, I am 40 now, and have been freelancing into several things in Education sector for past 10 years: Business Development for Educational Products, trainings, content proof reading etc. But it's a hand to mouth situation . But freelancing for so many years, Now dont feel like taking a full time job and work under someone. i feel drained out of energy and badly want to take a break but Financially I am not settled yet. stress is taking a toll on my health. I had to undergo on my left knee for ligament and meniscus tear, so continously standing for long or taking too many stairs is a challenge I face. I have put on a lot of weight as well. i want a companion with no physical expectations from his side but hard to find one ... I dont know what to do, where to go ...whom to discuss with

I am Feeling Cluttered in mind. I am a Single mother of a 12 yr old boy. No much financial support from either from parents or in-laws, I am feeling stuck and lonely. not able to decide whether to concentrate on personal life or professional life. Had a abusive marriage so scared of getting married again. Coming to professional life, I am 40 now, and have been freelancing into several things in Education sector for past 10 years: Business Development for Educational Products, trainings, content proof reading etc. But it's a hand to mouth situation . But freelancing for so many years, Now dont feel like taking a full time job and work under someone. i feel drained out of energy and badly want to take a break but Financially I am not settled yet. stress is taking a toll on my health. I had to undergo on my left knee for ligament and meniscus tear, so continously standing for long or taking too many stairs is a challenge I face. I have put on a lot of weight as well. i want a companion with no physical expectations from his side but hard to find one ... I dont know what to do, where to go ...whom to discuss with