You don't worry ..... this sadness won't last long...... Sometimes we have to take hard calls for the betterment of our future!!! Try to keep yourself busy both physically and mentally and you will soon come over it.

It is often the societal expectations of us that lead to these feelings. When we consider what's important to us, we can source out solutions that work for us. While it is difficult, I would still recommend consulting with a healthcare professional, a psychologist/psychiatrist to deal with mental health struggles you feel. If you wish to get an abortion, and have not been able to check in with your gynecologist.

It is definitely very difficult. Consult a psychologist if you need help.