hi there, coping with the fear of judgment for your choices and liking can be challenging but it is important to also be authentic and at peace with your mental well-being. I am a clinical psychologist and I can help you with this situation. for starters, I would love for you to practice some internal self-validation wherein you can cultivate habits of validating your own feelings rather than being dependent on other people. using positive affirmations can be one of the ways. we can also move ahead and help reframe our beliefs and values. I hope to see you in a live session to discuss this further. Stay strong queen!